To use this blog to continue to write about me in a public forum (thanks Joel Sumner). Not sure what I’ll write about…maybe just everyday musings and blah blah blah. Maybe nothing. Time will tell. That is all. Go about your lives people!

Rosie.

Split me open
Rearrange all that’s inside
Create a new me with what you find
While I’m open
Check my spirit
Tell me if it flows the same
As when we started the game
Is the new me smart
Will she speak several languges including Japanese
Will she be pretty
Will the boys like her
Will they buy her nice things
Could you tell me please
Are these the things she wants
Are they the things she needs
Split me open
Redirect the traffic
Of my shakras
And let me know if I’ll ever be
wh
ol
e
a
gain.

I’m afraid that I am too afraid to face the things I am afraid of.

Fear filibusters the fearful.

Scarcely are the scared successful.

The horror hardens my heart hardly harking to my habitual hailing for halt.

Is there a respite in sight?

Perseverance proves to be my problem.

I can’t!
I can’t!
I can’t!
I can’t!
I can’t!
I can’t!
Can’t I?
Can’t I?
Can’t I?
Can’t I?
Can’t I?
Can’t I?

This is the first day of the rest of my life…well, technically it’s the second day since I have officially graduated college (again) and entered the real world. Except for this time there is no pre-ordained career path to follow. Theatre is for damn sure NOT respiratory therapy, so there is no one waiting on the side lines with a guaranteed check for $850 (or more) bi-weekly. Nope…I have to get it myself this time and this literally scares me TO DEATH!

Macbeth With an Introduction and Notes By William Shakespeare, Kenneth Deighton: ““