Ain’t it a shame that most of the “pain” we go through is self inflected bullshit that we blame on others? We’re like robots set to self destruct that have to tear into their inside parts in order to disable the bomb.  The trick is not to do so much damage in the disabling attempt. It’s been a peculiar day of small victories and minute defeats in my somewhat peaceful war against me. Bleh.  I’m going to bed.